Kai's Place’s blog

How do you keep calm? 
Submitted by L33tchica.  

I don't.  My moments of calmness are only a facade.  Inside I am going crazy with thoughts racing a mile a minute and I am stuck in amazement of how others think I am calm when I am everything but.  I am just good at putting on a good face.  Because that is what I was taught to do and I learn my lessons well.  But, when my lessons fail me and sanity, caution and my God-given sense take a moments vacation and my mind is lost in an explosion of rage, frustration, hurt....at my weakest moment of emotional distress...I need to find a real and unique calmness and quiet the thoughts for a breath or two.....I head to the gym...blast some music...an up beat...concentrate on me...and bring "sexy back".
Because the black dress is not for the maniac.